The Closed World...? for 2021-2022

[Wequer]

it`s not really a level, but still holds level, so whatever. tradish. also it`s not for playing - just observing. The reason it`s named as TCW below and elsewhere

State of Explonation

"My inability to make finished products always frightened me. It`s like whatever i`m doing, i will never be in peace with anything made, thought, or intended. In capacity i could make truly interesting calories of brain, but lack of any consistency in mind and general apathy for order desintegrates any power i have over life. But at least these attempts remindered of my ideas. May it be chaotic, never finished of my ways of living, it will produce interesting to percieve."

so here`s thing about my usual side of getting self articulate for about an year (since 26 August and 26? August finished) in less map and more custom damnity, where i will explain, why you should have fixing, or there`s a way pitching all once again into thinking and making harsh trash.

i gonna upload/delete it, because it`s done. i worked as much of as i wished, any continuation regress the dish. I had fun. I did not learn, how to make level. I honestly lack words to comment evenly with pace, cuz i can say?yes so then this -> my nerves crumbles to write and upload thing, that is saved from fire of "you need to be deleted", it did not learn ways of relax you hell i can at least make job before licking all black stupid internet and iron in veins please?

okay here`s contentency:

-map itself (TCW.vvvvvv or so? with include our sheet world stuff guess gonna do)

-texture pack (including clusterfucked current graphics pack for "functionable" map, simple retextured VVVVVV pack and sheet for unreason)

-sound (record of my voice and surroundings with transformed look of master Audacity, cuz it`s free and enough)

-music (music.vvvvvv by FL Studio 20 and it`s library, as it was in my harddrive for awhile in depth)

i did not show everywherity of pit, cuz` it`s not all interesting. probably of make it articulate and working!, then make me care and healthy?

maybe i shoudn`t ruin potential master, another reference for dancer - had done it before, it`s usewhy.

But honestly? i worked so much on such projects of unfocused (for almost a decade), that i probably refered to them as ideas and not more, as health is gold of light. Especially since -Contain- gave me some motivation to make complete piece of adventure. I wonder, if that`s unethical experiment on myself for making some reject reaction of whatever i have been.

I will (and did) probably reuse(d) (or not, idk) some ideas from TCW 0.4 (Enemy and player temporal intangiblies, stop-presses, slowing time, and some others), as they have potential to be much more, and i can imagine to make it work. A lot of them wasn`t even tested to be used probably as response to be obsessed with my the hell i do now. Maybe some others will have ideas towards all of those thing in map and textures and sounds and music and else. (to note one moment. I had no idea about tricks with one-ways until working on judged level)

Do i have to be guilty for making unfinished pack and then ripping off bits for my needs? I honestly don`t want to ache with it, i really want properly finished "contest" map, and i have already been terrifyingly confused with situation i am with this work. I don`t have anyone to tell about this and dunno if that`s taking too far.

seriously i never felt uneasy for long to make it being released, like any other action so much less painful. i seriously need to work with myself as many things are just wrong, but i can do this right now so anyway

Joy with it.

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/19LPz81hrwW98pI_GzOtgKQ8AaeKOM46i?usp=share_link

[Dynaboom4]

Okay, i might miss understood, but in general just calm down on your expectations of yourself! I mean your levels are what they are, they don't need to be perfect, the only thing that matter is that it's a piece of you, i don't mind if the gameplay is awesome, just it's cool to have you around publishing levels, and if not that's fine too. For me at least and it seems like some people of the vvvvvv community is like this, i don't care if it's good or bad, it's just cool that persons entertain this channel, this community no matter how they do it, SO please don't be like me to always try to make everything polished just to be satisfied that you've made something. Just do the things you enjoy doing with passion, that's all that matters

[Wequer]

 You misunderstood it. 

wait, why did i wrte this

 TCW in general is free-associative stuff and window of self-burning out. Whatever of whenever. IF work for more general public (with no other goals), i will act accordingly. Seems like i can be a little of madness, while writing this (but to have this written). No esteem or perfuct, just some personal problems with consistency of mind (speech with self) and lack of good performance, that was involved while making in general. 

 Community have their way of living. While not having a goal for interacting and/or not getting anything interesting, don`t care. Please be more careful reading the text and sorry for making you worry?

[Dynaboom4]

I'm french, so it's why i misunderstood easily, it's just the tone in general that felt a bit woring, i'm not really worried, just i prefer if other have good lifes, what is different, even if it doesn't seems to be much a difference. But with your second message i see more what you mean. I will not go deeper than that thought because i don't think it's needed. Just it's cool to see your levels.